i can't believe i made it this far to be completely honest. i really thought i was going to cave on day two when B and i went to Ikea and I smelled the cinnamon rolls. My stomach started GROWLING like i hadn't felt before. i miss food.
on saturday i am going to do the SWF for the first time. i've been way too intimidated to do it yet. which is alright, since i've been taking the tea instead. i decided to do it saturday and probably sunday since it'll be the weekend and i can sleep in and do it when i wake up- rather than waking up at 445/5 to get it through with before work. i just can't do it.
i have really missed out on doing a lot of things this week due to my lack of eating which is kinda sad/interesting. C's birthday dinner, grandpa's cake he made w/ coffee, drinks and dinner with T who was in town, red wine yoga with D, make-up dinner with S, multiple beers i could've drank- makes me more aware but really sad i missed out on these things, i HATE saying no to going out and doing something. but it was a bit empowering as well. i can say no.
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!
yes. i like yes more.
really i just keep telling myself that it's only for 7 days, and everything will still exist afterwards to enjoy! and my new healthy insides will enjoy it, dammit.
5 nothings...i have no theme today. :(
- pickle juice
- elephant shoes
- ilu
- eye luv ewe.
- i love you.
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